i know i have been gone for awhile.... sadly, i am in a program where i can not use a computer but i am breaking the rules in this moment, December was a sad time of year as my abuser wanted to see me again so i am in hiding from him and i fell in love with another DA user, the one person who i felt loved me back but i can't even talk to them. i am not as sad as i use to be but i will admit if you my love ever reads this i wish you'll be happy with a person who will treat you like you deserve to be treated, i hope they love you more then i do, even know if i could i would ask for your hand my darling... see you guys someday.